Here is the crazy part. If I really wanted to I would go deep down inside myself, deep into my spirit and ask to communicate. But, I haven.t done that. I have always reserved that for true deep desires.
Like when the time I asked the Diva of Animals to not take my dog Vike just then. And the time that my girlfriend and later my wife Kathie to respond. I have talked to Kuma during her seizures and I have talked to the devil telling him to leave Kuma alone. I have very rarely communicated on a spiritual level. I believe we all have that ability but for me it comes our only when it is real, only when it matters on a spiritual level.
I have not done that yet. I have not tried to communicate with Marie. It would take me to sit quietly and ask in the deepest part of my mind.r. And maybe things should be left alone.
I have not wholeheartedly looked for signs or listened deeply because I have not called her up. Maybe I will. Or, maybe I will leave her alone. Nothing can be done now and it would just be selfish. But maybe I will try, we'll see. Maybe to give me closure, but again that is selfish and will do no good to anyone.
The important part is to be present here today and to appreciate today.