I don't know what kind or cancer or where it started. I don't know what stage it was in when she was diagnosed. And i don't know why she didn't tell me. She knew how much I loved her and cared for her or she forgot.
She also never really knew me as an engineer who studies everything thoroughly. She saw me at a bad time in my life, depressed and unemployed and with many problems with losing my gym, my daughter, betrayed by my work partner, losing my business and income and then losing my house in Florida and my house in Quebec. She didn't see me before my big downfall.
She didn't know how much I researched about cancer with my dogs before and in 1996 thoroughly researched all the approaches to eliminating cancer including destroying the shell that protects it and makes our immune system think its a normal cell. Back then I bought a $70 US of liquid that was supposed to dissolve the shell and expose the cancel cell so the immune system would find it and destroy it. Today, they are calling this a new theory calling it "melting".
She didn't know how much I researched about Kuma's seizures. I had all the time in the world and all the drive to learn and find out. I learned and knew more about seizures about medications and about anesthesia than her vet. I learned that the Gabapentin she was prescribed actually increased her seizures and not reduced them. I pointed out the studies to the doctor that they thought the gaba would dissipate the built up energy in the neurons but it didn't. The doctor agreed and told me to take her off of it.
A neighbour two houses down got cancer and I researched it for them and sent them links but they didn't look at them. He ate fruit because he thought that would help. But it was too late and fruit was the sugar that would fuel his pancreatic cancer to grow faster. He needed to starve the cancer with a zero carb and zero sugar diet that would send his body into full blown ketosis. Cancer needs glucose from the ATP in the mitochondria in all our cells to survive and grow. When the brain is depleted of glucose it switches systems. It stops using glucose for fuel and starts using ketones for fuel. Ketones come from burning fat not carbohydrates. Cancer cannot switch energy systems to ketones and it starves without fuel to grow and multiply.
Instead, people go down the path of killing themselves with poison (chemotherapy) and burning (radiation) and cutting pieces out. They go down this path and everyone praises them for being a fighter and being brave until the end. Well she did everything she could and it must have been her time.
I am not a doctor but I have more time to read and study the same studies and information and research that doctors do. And I am an engineer.
Maybe nobody in her family or she didn't contact me because they knew I would go against the normal walk down the path and go to your end. Everyone just wants to feel that they did the best they could and nothing more could be done.
But there is a lot of hard work to be done. Marie was a hard worker but she didn't want to hear about technical things.
I don't know what Marie wa thinking or doing in the end. I do know that she would trust people and doctors till the end. I don't know what she learned in the 2 1/2 years that she fought it. I wish I could have helped her. But maybe I would have just caused everyone more stress and it would have been easier to do what is expected and this is why nobody contacted me.
We will all die. Our vacation time will be over and for some it will be cut short. I just can't believe that such a healthy strong athletic body could get something that could destroy her to the point of killing her. She was too strong and too healthy.